Mourning Autumn. Photograph, 10 x 8 in. Copyright 2007, Tania Nault.
In everyone’s life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit. Albert Schweitzer.
I have a lot to be thankful for: good health, two wonderful children, loving husband, work I love. I could easily write a much longer list, but I’d like to spend a little bit thinking about the above quote in the context of my life:
Several times over the course of my life I’ve “lost my way” artistically. For a period of time following my graduating exhibition for my Bachelor of Fine Arts, I felt like I’d been set a-sail without a course, map or compass, and drifted without producing any real work. The person who helped steer me clear of the doldrums was the late Cathy Lauritsen, then Director of the Regina Humane Society and board member of the Wascana Waterfowl Park Society. Working with her resulted in my first one-person show, but more importantly, helped me remember that I am an artist. I also experienced a soul-wrenching fall after my divorce, when I really questioned whether trying to continue my artistic career was at all worth it, even if being driven to create really could be called a gift. And the person who helped me find my way out of that void was my husband, Kevin. His belief in my art and encouragement has helped me to realise that I will not experience reward without risk.
I hope all my fellow Candians had a restful and reflective Thanksgiving… mmm, turkey and pumpkin pie! And next time, I promise to finish the “Who Are Your Artistic Influences?” post. And until then, take a moment to think about those who have helped to rekindle your inner spirit.
